Elixir of my life

I have closed my eyes..
and cry that it's dark every where..
Baby, you are my sunshine,
but am scared to open my eyes..
Cos I have to blink, sooner or later...
and then, you might disappear and
this darkness will be there..
forever and ever...

Baby, you are my elixir of life..
So I die, every minute that am far away from you..
Yet, I take birth every minute, just to hear your voice, once more..

Hiding myself behind many masks,from the world, is all I do..
Yet I wished to stand naked Infront of you..
no more pretences..
no more masks.. livin' my fairytale..
Yet, after all these years,
I stand here..
hiding behind an icy rock..
Fool i am, Thinkin' that it would protect us,
Tearing us apart, it feels like..
Oh baby, it ain't you,
am hiding from my biggest demon, me!!

Oh! I have done this many times before..
Crying over, for my emotions are much stronger than me..
They always get me..
they always get me in the end..
And, by that time...
I am miles away from the one I loved..
Destroying myself and the beautiful relations I have ever shared..
family and friends alike..
And here I stand now, again..
Crumbling under my emotions for you..
Oh honey, am dying, please save me..
Like a pendulum, am swinging between extremes..
Hold me.. tighter.. and closer to you..

Take my hand,
and take me away..
I beg you, every day..
Even though, I know it's silly...
For, You are the only one who can set it all right..
You are the only one who can protect me, from myself..
Bcos you are my elixir of life..