Battlefield

Warm Sun rays peeked through the curtains..
Waking me up, for yet another day, to fight..
As I toss and turn around, fighting the inevitable, I reach out to you..
For only you know, how to make me wake up with a smile..
But, I couldn't find you anywhere..

I kid around..
Waiting for those wisecracks of yours.. No one gets to know, like I do.. 
Scared a li'l, when you don't answer back..
'Cos I know, you couldnt resist getting back.. 
But you always play pranks.. Or so I thought..

Going through the daily chores, I missed your incessant nagging...
Rushing out to work, I look out for you, one last time.. In vain.
Scared to face the world, without you by my side, I tend to do blunders... As I'm always lost..
With my blunders, come an earful.. That I fear a lot..
How can I stand there and not breakdown, with out you by my side?
Picking up pieces and moving on...
Something you made me do all the time, even when am incapable of it.

Tired, I lay down on my bed, calling it a night..
You dint show up yet..
I can't help but worry..
I drift back, to all our fights and the moments we shared together..
Those jokes we cracked and the puns we shared..
And the way we tortured each other..
It was a battlefield, everyday with you..
But it was a game, I loved to play...
For without you, what am I?

When I said am tired of all the fighting, I wanted us to be on the same side..
I wanted peace, o soul! Not silence...