When I woke up..

There was a gasp..
and I woke up
with the sadness and fear tugging my heart..
just as tight as I hugged you last night, in my dream..

I walk around, and they see nothing
but it feels as if... everything has changed
and the day moves forward, like every other day..
but I see myself tumbling down the past.

There was a gasp..
and I woke up..
into what felt like a nightmare,
that's never gonna end.

I wanted to run away,
but there I stood rooted..
There's nothing but darkness
Now and then came the light,that blinded me..
just like the jealousy that's gripping me..

And that's when I let the waves of tears take me,
to the shores I've never been..

There was a gasp..
and I woke up..
I brushed off the sand and stood tall..
I take a step, and the sand drags me down..
but I just wanna keep walking..
now that I've seen the shore beyond my dreams and nightmares..




A/n : Hope, though overrated, is the most important thing to survive..