Misery of a selfish soul.

Stepping out of the classroom,
I thought I could fix everything..
Little did I know,
that I would end up broke,
shattered into a million pieces

No matter how hard I try,  
its never been enough, for you..
selfish, is what you call me,
after all the pain I endured, for you
and I never let the smile falter,
then why does, all I feel ever, is misery..

I stumble on my way to success,
and you grow thorns, along the way.
I stand there wounded
and you left me stranded
making me wonder,
about all those moments
when I fought with the world, for you..

As I sit back and see,
history repeating over and again..
all I can feel, is misery!

Many a mistakes later,
you taught me, how to be selfish!
And I learnt, how to let you go,
and Love myself!
May be I couldn't fix everything,
but I learnt, how to not let you break me..