BFF, of my dreams

Years, that seem like seconds, passed by since we sat down and spoke about our lives..
And months have passed by ,since we have seen each other..
Yet it feels like we are together all the time.

Aint it amazing, when we talk, its like we aren't far apart even for the blink of an eye

At the end of the day, I think we are two little kids, scared of this world and trying to find solace in each other's naïve arms.

I spend nights thinking about you, about us, wondering where it went so wrong?

Wondering about how if I change may be  just this, may be just that..
would we still be in each other's life more then!?

I can stop the ripples, change the current, may be turn the tide over.

But at the end, I think, we will be still on the opposite banks, me with my insecurities. You, being charming and sunshine..

Cry as I might that you broke me, but behind all these pretenses is that person you made,
that li'l kid whom you taught how to let go of pain,
and how to trust people again and again, how to fall in love even when it hurts,
and to stand up for myself..

I wanted to apologise for one thing though,I turned into you.
And may be that made me love myself much more..
stronger for the world, sensitive in the dark of night..

Do you remember how they called us 'partners in crime'
when ever I pull any mischief off, you will be on my mind..
When ever I stand up for a friend, I will think of you.. 
I wish I can be around you, for I never will get enough of you..

All I wish now is, that you miss me as much as I do,as silly as it sounds..
but when am I not silly and sentimental?

P.s yeah I know this seems like the antithesis of BFF, on paper. But is it really? I think, both coexist. Though polar opposites, one stands by the other's side, just the way best friends do.