Sat there, silently

I sat there, silently..
But people around me have a lot to say..
About my failures..
Plans to make my life better, in the way they see..

I sat there, silently..
As people I trusted most, spoke words..
That broke my heart over and over again..
They try to be on my side, but not trusting me..

I sat there, silently..
As I couldn't even cry before the world..
For it takes a single tear from me, to reveal that am breaking down..
And then they will tear me apart, into millions of pieces..

I sat there,silently..
Listening to every word they say..
Wondering if they ever thought, how much those tiny words might hurt..
How those very words will shape me, in days to come..

I sat there, silently..
As the world I dreamt of and built..
Started crumbling..
Much to the happiness of the haters..

I sat there, silently..
Waiting for someone, to stand by me..
And to not question me...
Something that seems to be as impossible as my success..

I sat there, silently..
Hoping one day, my actions will speak louder..

P.s. I know this one is a bit depressed one. And doesn't end up with much hope. But sometimes that's how life seems to be.